Happy Birthday Mc Ca

Nothing much, this post will be updated... ~later...

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Keboringan Melanda

Smalam aku balik umah, tiba2 rasa sindu kat sasa...
keskeskes...rindu nk jadi 'pengarah'..
tmbah plak, aku rs x sdap badan..
macam nak demam..
duk sana, makan aku x terjaga..
makan yg x berkhasiat..
so ingat nak balik la kejap..
walaupun aku tau, byk dugaan cket duk umah...
keskes...tau x pe..

hm..tgh boring2... aku pun main2 la...
tgk desktop ni, lawa kan? (lawa la sgt...)
lawa saje, tp lembap watpe..?

so... bajet aku...
lepas exam..
nak tambah RAM..
nk format yg mane patut..
and nk download movie byk2...
hahahahaha...
alep? any suggestion lg ape yg perlu dibuat?

ok..till then..

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Panggil Si Lelaki Yang Berseluar Dalam Di Luar Itu

sudah 5 hari..
aku tak makan nasi...
aku dah tak de tenaga..
demam pon nk datang..
oh si lelaki berseluar dalam di luar..
bantu aku...

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1 2 Step

maka tamatlah sudah pengajian aku selama setahun di sini..
aduh..
nak kena exam pulak...
siang tadi last lecture aku sebagai 1st year student..
Insya Allah akan betul-betul jadi last...(Aaaminn....)
dan esok last practical yang akan aku buat dalam fasa 1 ni...
24 hari lagi aku kena struggle..
ahh...
takut nye!!!...
tak tau la pasal ape 2,3 hari ni mood study aku x berapa ada...
memikirkan aku tak dapat recall benda yg aku dah study...
buatkan aku hilang semangat...
hilang keyakinan...

AAAAaaaaahhhhhHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

takot nye...

last week still ade semangat lagi, siap buat 'appointment' nak jumpa PA aku tuk tanya soalan pasal block Hemato...
tapi skang, aku tak tau patut ke tak gi jumpa die sebab aku tak abih lagi study hemato..
stakat hemato yang sikit tu pon aku blum abiskan,
yang block gile banyak + tinggi level kesusahannya apatah lagi..

aduuuhh....

apa mau jadi???

anyone can help me?

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The Great Escape

I can't help than to keep thinking of the past exam which I fail to do my best. I kept thinking of the stupid mistakes I'd made and I can't think straight after that. I watch a lot of movies after that ,non-stop and I didn't even started to 'start a new life'. I had this feeling that my life is half-over, that I am so much near to the greatest failure of my life. I can't help myself than to think of me as a major looser.

So, last Thursday, I decided to join a trip to Penang which I thought that it should be the great escape from my misery life. I'm not gonna tell much, just to post few pictures here.

Turn out it was a good escape, but not the great escape that I really want. I am still in misery, I guess.

Day One : Bukit Merah

The trip to the Bukit Merah & Penang

Entering the Lake Town Resort, Bukit Merah

I wish for...****

Nothing special

On the boat, to the island

Enter the tropical world

Riding sky cycle...

Day Two : Penang

Riding the train

Bukit Bendera

Have a break with ABC

At the Queensbay

And also...

Meet Yen

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Convict & The Sweet Escape

Okay, there was a situation earlier where my siblings and I was involved in a law case. The story is, syasya *the-u-know-her*, had invented some kind of machine for the purpose of stealing another machine. (syasya and her machinery world... wow!!!). And then alef *the-u-know-him* was the subject, wearing the machine so that he could travel in space to steal the thing. I actually don't quite remember what we were stealing, but what I am sure about it is that the thing is ours, but the documented ownership is belong to other people. So, we don't quite felt guilty of stealing that, you know!

Back to the story, then me and my other sisters were supporting them. The moment when we did the crime; we were all in syasya's own laboratory... once again, WOW!!! and alef was wearing the machine that looks kind of a helmet (hey, do you guys remember his hair-helmet...snap!...LOL) and then he traveled the space, grab the thing and when he was about to get off, suddenly he got caught.
After that, the all five of us were charged in a somewhat court that I couldn't even describe. While waiting for the others to settle down, I remind my sisters; "Girls, never put the blame on syasya!!! Never!!! Ever!!! admit that we're guilty!!!". Then I told syasya that she was crying that time (of course she will be charged because she invented that machine); "Sya!!! Don't you ever admit that you're wrong. Instead, tell that they were wrong". Then I kept giving her the courage.
Suddenly, there was a hand grab my back and shake my body. "Azah, mu nok nasi goreng ko nasi paprik? aku nok gi beli ni.".. then I was..."huh??what the ***...nasi paprik!!", well she asked me about food. I was certainly have to answer that. Then I looked at the time, it was 7,40pm. I need to wake up. And then, suddenly I felt so hot. The adrenalines suddenly dry then I thought about the case (the-dream), what do you think the judge's call?

Okay, the moral of the dream is; I miss my siblings!

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I had an oral presentation this morning (for the English class). We were actually had been given the task a few weeks ago which I don't feel nervous at all. But, you-know, I don't prepare much - just the paper that I was going to read. But it was so cold in the room plus I was starving. It turn out that I was shaky all the time when I was presenting. Okay, i know I'm not good in communication especially presenting plus in English! But I did quite well (leaving out the shaky thing). And I was proud of myself that I could do that well (kind of). I made contact with the audience and also with our class teacher. I also made the audience laugh a few times. And, I just... proud of me.
I am willing to get involve with more events that need communication skills, because I really need to improve.

Hey guys, I'd learned a few lessons on Hangul-letters, check this out.

나는 나의 동숙자를 미워한다

na-nun na-eu-i dong suk cha leul mi ueo han da ( i guess it pronounce like these)

p/s: okay, my sights are getting worse. I need to wear extra lens, but I hate wearing glasses. Ottokke??

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Something Isn't Right

Just finished the exams...well, something wasn't right. Feeling of getting fail..once more.. maybe. I don't know. Something is wrong with me.

Meydey...

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Us Against The World

Yesterday, I went out to the super duper mall with Dayah, my ex-best friend. (Should I say ex?)... Well...she was my best friend until we were separated by the world. So, she drove over and came to get me which then we were supposed to meet Ya..(the most happening girl of all). We always meet each other every year, and now Ya is in town so we could not waste it. Seems that there won’t be another meeting next years because Ya will be flying to the oversea this coming August.

Meeting both of them brings us the most memorable time that was so sweet to be recalled. Our sweet time is when we were in form 3 where we happened to be classmates and sat beside each other. Actually Ya is a year younger than us because she was from the express class where the students should be mixed together with the express one and the not express one in form 3. Ya was a very brilliant student that she was always be in the first class; 1 Express 1, 2 Express 1 and suddenly she got second class in the form 3 that brought us together. Well, lucky for her that she could escape from the nerdy surroundings and be with us.

Our seats were at the back of the class and there were four of us, starting from the right seat are Bush, Ya, me and Dayah. Bush is now married (I think so) and she is doing medical in Egypt. Haven’t seen her for a long time.

Back to the story, the four of us were too naughty at that time especially Ya and Dayah. But we were the most active students in the class that whenever the teachers asked for something, we would race with each other to volunteer give helps. Though, we were very naughty back then. We hated those who sat at the front row that always made us so fucking annoyed. We always disturbed our class monitor such like giving her some flowers and said things like "you're beautiful today"... hahaha....but she was a clever girl, not bother us much. We did such thing; calling people names such "Shrek, duck and etc.." Oh how we loved to disturb those nerdy ones. But we were never caught doing those bad things such as bring anything illegal or not wear proper as the rule stated. And our class teacher at that time always looks at us like we're the bad guys there. (yeah we were...) but we were the colors of the class. Without us, the class would be so bored and silence all the time.

We recalled a time when we were playing ping pong in the class when there was no teacher (I repeat, NO TEACHER.. means we were not that bad). We arranged our desk and played the ball with books with hard cover. We played with one of the prefect in our class which she was a ping pong player that time. So, what the funny thing is, when we change player and that prefect was catching her breath suddenly one teacher pass by our class and saw us playing the game. Then he went to the back door and staring at us with the fiercest face ever he could make. And Ya who were playing at that time suddenly bend over and try to hide under the desk. So funny when she tried to hide at the place where everyone could see. Hahaa.. then the teacher asked for the ball and made the one who was hiding to hand it over. "you!!! the one who's hiding!! give me the ball!!!"...

Luckily only the ball he took, not our names. And yeah, luckily that prefect wasn’t playing at that time. Those teachers always tried to find our mistakes. He probably won't say anything if he saw that prefect played. Yes, sounds like unfair right? But that us, against the world or specifically the world against us.

Before the end of the year, we had our names written on the wall at the back. But the 'physical memories' are now gone as the building being collapsed and they build a new building there. Our class was so antique that they said it happened to be the ward where they treat the injured soldiers of the war time back then. But that's just a story. It might be true because the school was sooooo OLD that you can’t imagine.

Then, the world separated us when we were in form 4 that Ya and Dayah converted to other school. And left me alone with the nerdies.

There was a time when we wanted to get our PMR results from our class teacher that she was so mean to have searched our names in the list of students who get 6As first (the lowest in our class...yeah...don't mention it, I know..hahaha) and then she searched in the 7As list then she couldn’t believe our results is 8As (that was me) and Dayah + Ya is 9As. Well take that teacher!!! Don't judge book by its cover... hahaha....

Oh how I miss the old times.

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